Rambling Whininess
Jul. 22nd, 2004 05:25 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
vixaliciousI've deleted my Lavalife profile. No one has responded to it in ages, and it just depressed me to know it was there. Sort of a constant low-level rejection.
Is it so wrong that I want a Ten-Storey Love Song? That I Wanna Be Adored? That I want One Love? Or any song by the Stone Roses, really.
Not that I enjoyed the internet dating scene, but I just don't know what else to do. I'm never home. I'm focusing on making friends in Atlanta right now and that's taking up every spare minute I've got, not that I begrudge the time. Just there isn't enough to go around.
I'm a happy person. I don't know if that comes through online, as I spend a good portion of my time in this journal whinging about things because it's an outlet for that. But I am generally speaking a fairly upbeat kinda girl. The only two things that are bothering me right now are the lack of someone special in my life and my job. And it's really not that either of them are overwhelming worries - I don't need a man, I want one, which is a difference, and I have a job, I just want one that doesn't keep me away from home so much - it's more that I don't know what to do next in either situation.
I have no plan. I have no next step. Oh, hell, ignore me; I'm just freaking out and I'll be fine later on.
Is it so wrong that I want a Ten-Storey Love Song? That I Wanna Be Adored? That I want One Love? Or any song by the Stone Roses, really.
Not that I enjoyed the internet dating scene, but I just don't know what else to do. I'm never home. I'm focusing on making friends in Atlanta right now and that's taking up every spare minute I've got, not that I begrudge the time. Just there isn't enough to go around.
I'm a happy person. I don't know if that comes through online, as I spend a good portion of my time in this journal whinging about things because it's an outlet for that. But I am generally speaking a fairly upbeat kinda girl. The only two things that are bothering me right now are the lack of someone special in my life and my job. And it's really not that either of them are overwhelming worries - I don't need a man, I want one, which is a difference, and I have a job, I just want one that doesn't keep me away from home so much - it's more that I don't know what to do next in either situation.
I have no plan. I have no next step. Oh, hell, ignore me; I'm just freaking out and I'll be fine later on.
